April 10, 2013... one of his best moment. 

Every time I look at him, I always thanks God for blessing me so much in my life. Time flies so fast I can't even notice. And every day, I thank God for the life He continue given us.

My New Year's Resolution

Am back! Yes am going to be actively blogging from now on. Am still busy as a mom to my 6 year old beautiful son but I will pursue my passion... and that is writing a novel. A lot been stuck in my brain and it need to release them! Hehe... that's all by now:)

MY LOVE STORY



The only man I love this way,
and I don't think I could
fall in love again ...



I haven't yet talk about my love story. Though of the present state now, I wanted to fortell my Love Story.

For the first time I feel in love. For the first time too, I feel on how to be broken and hurt. Cried and pained. Giver and to be jealous ...

Believe it or not, I just feel this all when I fall in love with this man. For the first time, I didn't take a hold of my heart to fall in love. I just let myself and never analyze, weigh and just give all ... Give all ...

And I broke all the wall and open the cage I put on to myself to be safe from pain and hurt. But when right away I felt this love, I never mind it anymore and just follow what my heart says without any looking back ...

I never fall in love before ... And once I will be, it will stay forever no matter what happen with this love, it will till eternity ... (While am doing this, Devon our son show up and yelling, "Daddy! Daddy! Daddy!")

However, I Will Never Cry

Hurt and pained,

Broke and misery,
Sadness and loneliness!

Depress and distress,
Upset and disappoint,
Hopeless and useless!

Anguish and gloominess,
Over sorrowfulness!
Is this endless?

You stabbed my heart deep!
Hurt and pained rushed throughout me!
I feel too much broken in this misery,
Then sadness overwhelm within of me!

You give serious wound in my soul ...
It creates depression in my heart,
It makes me always upset to think about it,
Over and over again!

I start feel this hopelessness,
Distressing over uselessness,
I have been disappointing,
Of your broken promises!

My spirit surrounded by anguish!
My face full of gloominess,
And in my eyes residing,
This endless sorrowfulness ...

However, I will never cry!
It could never worth it for you!
Though I do not know how to through!
My days and nights without you!

The Touch of a Sweet Angel

Today is a bad day and more bad news for me. It's been half a year since my mother's mom was on bed, and I gave a little support every month as help for my grandma's needs. But times are very hard right now, so I almost can't support her already as my father has been out of the job for two months. I shoulder all expenses now. In addition, I received a message from my aunt that my ill grandma's sister died the other day. It was real a shock for us because we expected and readied ourselves thinking my ill grandma would probably die before one of her sisters. This grandma used to visit and watched my ill grandma at night sometimes. We truly never knew when a person's life will end.

I am remembering now, she is the grandma who gave us, her granddaughters, advice to pray and devoted to Mama Mary, Jesus' mother. Yes, all my grandma's are very devoted Catholics. She said to us that we should ask Mama Mary for the husband's we wanted and we should not be ashamed to ask her about what kind of a husband we would like (if he is handsome, rich, kind, loving, and more in good character). And Mama Mary and will grant it! And yes! I followed her, actually, and took her advice; I asked Mama Mary and Jesus for the husband I wanted (handsome, muscular body, and even not a rich guy, just have stable and good earnings, very kind and generous to my family). And he is, God gave me all what I prayed after a year of making a devotion in Quiapo Church, Manila.

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The Touch of a Sweet Angel - DivineCaroline