However, I Will Never Cry

Hurt and pained,

Broke and misery,
Sadness and loneliness!

Depress and distress,
Upset and disappoint,
Hopeless and useless!

Anguish and gloominess,
Over sorrowfulness!
Is this endless?

You stabbed my heart deep!
Hurt and pained rushed throughout me!
I feel too much broken in this misery,
Then sadness overwhelm within of me!

You give serious wound in my soul ...
It creates depression in my heart,
It makes me always upset to think about it,
Over and over again!

I start feel this hopelessness,
Distressing over uselessness,
I have been disappointing,
Of your broken promises!

My spirit surrounded by anguish!
My face full of gloominess,
And in my eyes residing,
This endless sorrowfulness ...

However, I will never cry!
It could never worth it for you!
Though I do not know how to through!
My days and nights without you!

The Touch of a Sweet Angel

Today is a bad day and more bad news for me. It's been half a year since my mother's mom was on bed, and I gave a little support every month as help for my grandma's needs. But times are very hard right now, so I almost can't support her already as my father has been out of the job for two months. I shoulder all expenses now. In addition, I received a message from my aunt that my ill grandma's sister died the other day. It was real a shock for us because we expected and readied ourselves thinking my ill grandma would probably die before one of her sisters. This grandma used to visit and watched my ill grandma at night sometimes. We truly never knew when a person's life will end.

I am remembering now, she is the grandma who gave us, her granddaughters, advice to pray and devoted to Mama Mary, Jesus' mother. Yes, all my grandma's are very devoted Catholics. She said to us that we should ask Mama Mary for the husband's we wanted and we should not be ashamed to ask her about what kind of a husband we would like (if he is handsome, rich, kind, loving, and more in good character). And Mama Mary and will grant it! And yes! I followed her, actually, and took her advice; I asked Mama Mary and Jesus for the husband I wanted (handsome, muscular body, and even not a rich guy, just have stable and good earnings, very kind and generous to my family). And he is, God gave me all what I prayed after a year of making a devotion in Quiapo Church, Manila.

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The Touch of a Sweet Angel - DivineCaroline

MEMOIRS~~ YEAR OF 2009 PICS (added photos)

Month of July, 2009



           July 20, 2009~~~ 02:14 pm ...
Devon's Tenth months old!




This is the time that Devon start climbing from his crib :)




   Enjoying it! So kept watch him all the time!
He is just ten months old!


Month of August, 2009


Aug. 11, 2009~~~ 10:47 am ...




Just playing :)




Trying to put on his slipper ...




           Aug. 12, 2009~~~ 05:28 pm ...

Devon ten months and twenty-two days old!




Love biking! Always requested
his Uncle to have some ride!





Enjoying a lot!!!



Our dogs followed around! LOL

Devon's First Hospitalization



July 5, 2009~~~ 08:03 am



              This is Devon's first admittion to a hospital ...

            Nine months and fifteen days old!



It is the time who's so many kids sicked and admitted! Same causes!



We could hear childrens crying a lot! Especially when injection time! But my little angel were so brave! Injection or any pointed thing is nothing for him!




This is Devon's reaction to his doctor and nurses' every time of injection :) lol (that is not a cry, only a funny reaction and we laughed and having a good time though we're at a clinic:)



Does he look sicked? Or any shows of fear in hospital? Never! Nothing!